This is me

Hey

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 16:07:49 GMT

So John and I are offically over, he has a new person in his life and I wish him happiness. In all honesty we had our happy moments but a whole lot of unhappiness as well, it is all for the best.

I am not dating anyone and plan to keep it that way for awhile. Time for some much needed alone time and some quality time with friends, email me btw if you are a friend that has felt neglected due to my being super busy the last few months and maybe we can hang.

Work is long but good, also have a part time job as a patient attendant to get some extra cash. I'm looking to move again in Feb, so that should be interesting. I'll think of more later, I've decided to try to write on here more often.

Hope everyone is well.

Happy holidays!!!!

xo

<3

Life or something like it...

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 20:42:04 GMT

Well things with John are going amazing, I love him so very much. I've moved to barrington st so yay for being actually in town. My job how ever is killing my soul and am looking for a new one. I can't beleive for over a year I have taken all the bullshit I have from the idiot customers. May be a hospital sitter, interesting and fairly well paying job. Also looking around downtown at the shops and stuff. I kind of feel like my life is in a funk. Time to shake things up again.

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 20:14:31 GMT

In 2007, frozensoul21 resolves to...

Go to html every Sunday.
Take r_lex branding.
Buy new mods.
Give some friends to charity.
Lose ten concerts by March.
Find a new fetish.

Merry Christmassssss

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 00:37:58 GMT

It amuses me that I have to do this with IE cause firefox crashes if I try and post with it. I hope everyone is having an awesome Christmas, I totally am. I got to spend it at my bfs, he is the cuteness! I know some of you are having a rough time right now and I hope things get better really quick. Muchos hugs to you all. I miss a lot of you.

xo

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Thu, 07 Dec 2006 23:33:57 GMT

Going to club Diamonds tonight to THUMP night. Really great D&B djs and shtuffs. I'm going with the bestest bf in the world so that makes it 9999999x better hehehe. I am a shmuck in love what can I say? Oh my hair is back to red, I felt like being extra sexy for John tonight. he is at work and I am all lonely. But it'll all be worth it once the show is over and we come back here to snuggle up and kick ass at NES Ninja Turtles. it is kind of our thing now. We beat the dreaded dog guy last time, it was a proud moment. Well I'm off to get all sexy for him. If any of you Haligonians are looking for something fun to do tonight come to club Diamonds tonight (used to be NRG but I swear it is cool now lol). Plus i'll be there and we all know I rock.

xo

hey kids

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 19:03:42 GMT

No I am not dead I just work too damn much. But dispite all the work my life is pretty amazing. I have a great new bf John. We are like teenagers again heh. I miss you guys, specially some of you (you know who you are).

LOL

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 02:19:40 GMT

Lol, just lol...

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Best night of my life.

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 04:51:57 GMT

Ok so it has to do with sitting infront of my compy but I mean who cares heh.

OK so i've spent the evening talking to my most fav comic book artist ever (sorry kids to all you others, much love to you), Ross Campbell. Did stuff like "Wet Moon" and etc. IF you don't know him check him out. Thos of you that know me well know my love of him. Ross if you are reading this I hope your head doesn't expolde. So yeah I am like a school girl with all the blushing and such. I am such a retard...

Check it! - http://www.greenoblivion.com/

~end rant

Fri, 19 May 2006 17:16:18 GMT

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Ok so yeah i'm not dead and I don't hate you!

Thu, 18 May 2006 20:17:50 GMT

So yes since moving to my darling Halifax I have kind of been hard to reach. This could be the 5 day 40 hr work week plus over time, my bf, living way the hell out in clayton park, I have no car and hate the bus or the lack of the net. So before I properly post let me clear this up for everyone:

I do not hate you.
I like/love you.
I didn't block you.
I didn't fall off the planet.
I am not being a snobby bugger.
All in all I have missed everyone.

Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkk now with that out of the way how is everyone? Seems a lot of you are slack in the LJ updateing dep. So my job is going fairly well. I got a raise but then the whole center got a raise so most of us all make like 10$ an hour now. I am still with Joe, over 8 months now!!!!!! This isn't much to most but a total record breaker for me. We had some bad patches but I mean what real relationship doesn't? So many old faces are popping up at my work it is like a bad reality show, THIS WAS YOUR LIFEEEEEEEEEE... Some I am most happy to see, some not so much and well some that were near and dear have let me down. I've been edge for a long while now and I must say, I've never felt better in my life. My hair was changing every other week for a while there but currently is black with some blue, and very short. Hmmmm..... OH! I am moving soon with a lovely girl from work, the room is amazing and so is the balcony. The current living situation has much left to be desired but I won't get into it. Not sure what else I can tell you all........... Hmm oh I have a new tattoo since you all last saw me :

It was just done there so kinda bright and puffy but you get the idea.
I love it to bits.

So yeahhhh miss you guys, leave me one. Let me know what is up or maybe even hi.

xoxoxoxo

Yikes!

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 19:37:01 GMT

So yeah I have been way too busy. I don't get to talk to my friends let alone see them. I work like all the time. For future ref I have wed and sun off. Tho hey yay I got a raise so that is pretty killer. Plus today is a holiday and I gat paid almost 25$ an hour woooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!! Looking to get a new apartment soon either on my own or if someone needs me. So yeah anyone wants to live in Clayton park gimme a shout. I really need to go to a show soon, going through withdrawl. Me and Joe are still together, it's a record for me. Things are good on that front. Any how love you all, leave me one if you want.
xo

I am a bad person

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 21:37:54 GMT

Every time the damn olympics are on i wish for someone to trip while running with that damned torch.
I'm not bitter damn it!
;)

Taking bf or gf applications now.

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 15:48:08 GMT

Ok so yeah really more looking to find some people around to hang out with and such now that I live back in Halifax. So yeah also I am single chick again and want to go out on dates and fun stuff like that. SO if you or anyone you know might be interested sooo leave me a comment. I'll cry if you don't. Well not really but i'll feel silly. You guys know me so make the person at least have some of the same interests as me. Come on kids, lets play match maker.

xoxoxoxo

Sooooooooooooooooooo

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 21:21:28 GMT

The job goes well. Joe dumped me from another girls house. Mind you he is now begging for me back. The guy I like (Andy) Is aparently seeing someone else. So yeah.... I dunno... I think i'm going to go sit in my cubical and stare ahead like a zombie and make no attemps to speak to anyone ever again. Bleh...

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 00:53:18 GMT

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So long time no post.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 20:49:10 GMT

Soooooooo...... I am living in Halifax now. I have a 40 hour work week. I have mainly blonde hair. Andddd for the first time ever I spent a Christmas alone. Things have gone crazy in my world as you can see. But I love and miss you all and thought I would just pop on and update.

xoxoxo

I am so cute!

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 13:36:29 GMT

Dude

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 02:26:55 GMT

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Trippy...

New

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 17:06:33 GMT

So I am wearing my new pants and sweater.
Styled up my new hur.
Going to go buy some new comics.
Go pack up so I can move to my new appartment.

These moments are so great, everything is shiny and new and has so much possibility.

Figured as much...

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 23:29:55 GMT

You kill for revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
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Oh Halifax how I love thee.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 17:06:37 GMT

So Stan it turns out works with my ex roomie Jonnie. So Nny finds out about my issue with not having a home and sprang into action. I am not going to live with him YAY and the rent is kick ass. Plus if all goes well i'll be working near there. So I guess not homeless for the holidays but homo for the holidays hahaha. Love you Monkey.

So I hung out with Nicole and her man, it was really fun. It was a little weird but at the same time it was really nice. I think we are going to be able to be friends. There was a weird dude at Timmies but he was entertaining to say the least. I think we are hang out on Thus and maybe going to a movie. I have to call her later and see what is up.

Then me and Joe went to the flea market on Sunday morning and I got some last min gifts (ok so not so last min for most people but i'm all done my shopping). I also managed to pick up a 20" TV for 20$. Not too bad, some of the buttons sticvk tho. I'll have to buy one of thos universal remotes.

Then Stan came and picked me up for a hang out. He gave me a big huge teddy bear and it smells like him. It is lovely. Apparently there is another gift coming my way but he won't give me any hints. So then we picked up out tickets for Rent and went over to Jackasters to kill time, it was nice. then over to the movie. IT WAS SOOOO GOOD! Seriously everyone should go see it ASAP.

I'm still bummed about Christmas and not being able to go home. But really why would I want to spend time around my "father" seeing as he disowned me. I always figured it would be me to do it heh. But i've always stuck it out for my Mom and brother. Oh well maybe i'll start work before then and get to work on Christmas, then i'll be too busy to be bummed.

On a side note I miss my red hair. I mean this purple thing is ok but my red was just so RED. I'm not sure what i'll do with it next. The plan was brown, but I dunno.

To thos of you who usually send me cards sorry I don't really have an address yet. As soon as I get one i'll tell you ASAP. Tho by then it is cutting it close. Love you all tho and hope everyone is doing well.

xo

LMAO the last one is great.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 13:52:35 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In October I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last week I gave natureoftragedy a Dutch Oven (-10 points). Last Wenesday hardcorebanana and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). In March I punched moshitup in the arm (-10 points). In August I committed genocide... Sorry about that, schnorbal (-5000 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-5008 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!

Sincerely,
FrozenSoul21

Going to Hali :D

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 15:45:12 GMT

So i'm going to hali, right now I am pulling double duty and sorting laundry as I type this. I look like a sped in my laundry day clothing. I am pretty excited, cause this is the final act in "Lana goes appartment hunting", I thought it was over but there was that surprise twist. Also I get to take Joe shopping and teach him how to buy things that aren't comics. Then I may be going shopping with his mother and help her find stuff for Joe that isn't comic related. Not that I wouldn't be happy as a pig in shit my self if I got tons of comics for Christmas, but she wants to get him other stuff too. I was supposed to leave on an early bus and meet up with Nathan butttt that isn't going to work now, I have to call him in a bit. I am sure I will see him at some point.

Speaking of seeing people. I have been talking to Nicole again (not you kiddo a diff one). It has been weird but actually really nice. It just seems so easy to talk with her, she makes me laugh so hard. I am kind of glad we had time a part, we needed it. She seems to be doing really well and working hard. Good for her, i'm so very happy for her. We may even be hanging out when I come up. How insane is that? I think it is neat the way things seem to always just work themselvs out in the end. I guess that is why I have faith that God will see me through this other stuff I have been going through.

Saw all my kiddos yesterday. My wee Nicole gave me cookies, YAYerz! Ryan gave me a comic book <3 . None of them knew what I was going to say. Then I broke the news that I will be moving and won't be able to share that special time with them on Wednesdays. They were all pretty sad, threats were made to tie me up heh. Nicole took it the hardest tho, she looked fairly upset. If you are reading this kiddo just because I am moving doesn't mean we can't still be friends, I love you hon. I'm likely going to miss next weeks session but I'll be back for the Graduation/ Christmas party. Apparently Steve and Nicole are baking me a chocolate cake with peanutbutter frosting (thanks Don for the idea). I think it will rock. As you see me shoving fist fulls of cake in my face. I'm going to try and come back and visit from time to time too, if Tanya will let me that is. She seems pretty upset at my leaving too.

I am about Mitch, he isn't sure where he can go anymore. I am pretty sure if push came to shove that his Mother would take him back, even if she is pissed. But God I hate to think of him back there, that woman is insane, SERIOUSLY. But he made the choice that he didn't want to move with me when I had the money and now sadly he has to stand by that. I still worry tho, he has just so much potential. But bad shit just seems to keep happening to him. I wish the world would just give hima break and lay off.

Anywho this is really long and I doubt anyone will even read the whole thing. My hair is interesting to say the least. I'll take pictures this week and post em up when I get back.

xo